Then it dawns on me. The warehouses in Chelsea. It's definitely something a Moore would bargain for with an Andre, if only to prove they were right. That, and giving up all that power. The lesser the players in this game are, the more powerful you are.

“That's all there was to it,” he continues. “We had money, dirty as it was, but we were good with that. All we needed was for everyone to know we've got the Moore protection.”

“And what of our men?” Because I know with all of them set loose, there would have been anarchy, free, out-of-control players doing whatever the hell they wanted.

He looks at me knowingly, then reaches for the bottle of water and drinks from it. “The day after it happened, I got a call from Mac. He said to drop everything, go straight to your school and pick you up, and then come and see him.”

I remember that day, too. The numbness I felt as I looked out of the car window, the passing scenery a dizzying blur. Walking by my uncle and wanting so bad to reach for his hand, but his cold eyes telling me not to do it. Sitting against the wall, listening to the hushed voices that told me nothing.

“I needed you,” I tell him quietly, looking down at my own glass of water. It feels good to admit it, to tell him this. I pretended, even to myself, that I didn't need him, that I was man enough to deal with it on my own, but I was a fucking kid who’d just lost everything, and the only person I had left rejected me.

“I was always here, looking out for you, Devon. It's—I was advised to keep my distance. Not to show preference.”

“So what then? Do we know who did it?”

For a moment he doesn't say anything, then he nods, continuing the story. “When I came to see Mac, he wasn't alone. Keith was there, himself. I've never been allowed near the man, let alone spoken to him, but what he told me that day, well. Something big was going on, something that went beyond the rivalry of two families. It’s true, it was Keith’s men who did the dirty work.” He gives me a funny look. “You can imagine that didn't go so well with Keith.”

“Who was it?"

He slumps in the chair, running his hands through his hair. “That's easy. It was Stevie.”

I would have bet on Stevie, too, but it still hurts. Family, loyalty . . . it means nothing.

“But?”

“But it goes deeper. There are Keith's men involved, George for sure, but we don’t know how many others. Again, Keith is not happy. And we don't know how many of ours have turned. That's why we brought you here. In a way it's the most convenient thing we could have done. Everyone thinks you’re dead.”

“What is this place?”

“A safe house, of sorts. Keith set it up for his family, knowing they’d need to be away while the whole thing blows over. This is where I was supposed to bring her. Her mother’s here as well, has been for a while. To everyone else, they're both in Ireland.”

Finally, I ask the million-dollar question. “So why keep me in the fucking dark? I spent half of my life hating the wrong man. You let me bring Leighton straight to the wolves. I had the fucking right to know this.”

“What would you have done?”

“Killed the bastard.” I would have. The first time he stuffed that fucking gun into my hands, I would have killed him if I had known.

He shakes his head, but it's not condescending, more like he expected me to say that. “And that's why you didn't know. Do you think I didn't want to do exactly that? I had to work all these years with him, look at him every day knowing he took something I loved. He was my brother, your mother was like a mother to me, practically raised me. You think I didn't want to see him pay? What if he's not at the top of it? As long as there's one of them left, you're in danger because it's all yours, Devon. You own it all.”

“I don't want it,” I say without thinking, realizing I haven't said many truer words in my life. “I just want them dead and then I'm done. You can have it all, Keith can have it all. I'm done.”

Stevie, George, none of it matters. Sooner or later they'll be done with. Justice will be served, one way or another.

It's Leighton. I just want her.

This whole thing is a major fuckup. How did I not notice she took the gun? What was I thinking, bringing her to the guest room and not remembering it was there? Well, I know what I was thinking. I wanted to take her out of that room so bad. Her trembling thighs, her fingers tangling in my hair . . .

My uncle always said to keep my wits about me, and I was drunk. I was drunk on her. My head falls into my hands, realizing I really have no one to blame but myself if anything happens to her.

“I fucked up, Frank,” I mumble into my fist. “I wanted to save her, and I only made it worse. You should have told me. I almost fucking killed her myself.”

“You wouldn't have killed her, Devon. You love her.”

My head snaps to his.

“Yeah, we know,” he says, amused. “It's not like either of you were subtle about it, with your longing looks and sneaking around like teenagers. We even made sure no one else knows, because that put her in danger, as well. But I knew you wouldn't have hurt her, that's why I let her stay. She wouldn't have been safer anywhere else.”

“You killed Izzie, didn’t you love her?” I argue.

“Izzie was planted by Stevie. It’s nothing like this situation.”

“Leighton fucking escaped and was almost raped by our own men. Do you even hear yourself?”

“I had it under control,” is all he says. I want to punch him, remembering how bruised and shaken she was after it happened.

“And Keith is okay with this? With the two of us?” I ask, hopeful.

“Are you really asking me that? No, he's not okay with this but it's not the Stone Age. What can he do?”

I can think of many things he could do, and most of them include decapitation and castration.

His hand lands on my shoulder, squeezing lightly. “We'll find her. If she gives them any trouble she gave you, she's still holding up.”

I smile to myself, knowing he's right. “Yeah, she is. Do we have any idea where she is? Anything at all?”

“No, Devon,” he says, his voice turning stern. “Even if we did, you will not get involved, not with that shoulder and being a walking target at this point. Besides, Keith is on it. He'll find her.”

I open my mouth to argue, but his phone rings and he pulls it out of his pocket, frowning. My eyes are glued to it as he brings it to his ear. It's a short conversation of a couple of yeses and a no, and then it ends.

“How did you find me?” I ask him when he hangs up, hoping he tells me what I want to hear.

“A woman called the police, saying she heard a gunshot.”

She called the cops? She was probably thinking I was safer with them than with my own family.

“It wasn't her,” he says sadly. “The phone call came from a payphone nearby.”

“And my phone, did you find it?” Say no, I plead in my head. She's smart enough to have taken it with her, or at least done something to leave a trace.

“Yeah,” he says, destroying that last shred of hope I had. “We found your phone in your car.” He takes it out of his pocket and hands it over to me. It's my phone, not the phone.

Hope flares once again. I let out a weary sigh, and then grab the pill bottle from the nightstand, making a show of taking one, then another. “Will you let me know if you have any news?” I ask him, a plan already forming in my head.

“I will. And call Hayley, she’s been calling non-stop. We didn’t let her in here, it’s best she doesn’t know everything.”

Patting me once more on my good shoulder, he nods, and then leaves the room. I spit out the pills and grab for the phone, searching through the phone book for a number.

“Didn't expect to hear from you again,” a voice says on the other side of the line.

“I promise it's the last time you’ll hear from me. I need you to write down a number and find out its last location.”