Aelin sighed. “Oh, thank the gods. You can look hideous when you cry.”
Lysandra burst out laughing.
Manon and Asterin stayed in the mountains all day and night after her Second revealed her invisible wound. They caught mountain goats for themselves and their wyverns and roasted them over a fire that night as they carefully considered what they might do.
When Manon eventually dozed off, curled against Abraxos with a blanket of stars overhead, her head felt clearer than it had in months. And yet something nagged at her, even in sleep.
She knew what it was when she awoke. A loose thread in the loom of the Three-Faced Goddess.
“You ready?” Asterin said, mounting her pale-blue wyvern and smiling—a real smile.
Manon had never seen that smile. She wondered how many people had. Wondered if she herself had ever smiled that way.
Manon gazed northward. “There’s something I need to do.” When she explained it to her Second, Asterin didn’t hesitate to declare that she would go with her.
So they stopped by Morath long enough to get supplies. They let Sorrel and Vesta know the bare details, and instructed them to tell the duke she’d been called away.
They were airborne within an hour, flying hard and fast above the clouds to keep hidden.
Mile after mile they flew. Manon couldn’t tell why that thread kept yanking, why it felt so urgent, but she pushed them hard, all the way to Rifthold.
Four days. Elide had been in this freezing, festering dungeon for four days.
It was so cold that she could hardly sleep, and the food they chucked in was barely edible. Fear kept her alert, prompting her to test the door, to watch the guards whenever they opened it, to study the halls behind them. She learned nothing useful.
Four days—and Manon had not come for her. None of the Blackbeaks had.
She didn’t know why she expected it. Manon had forced her to spy on that chamber, after all.
She tried not to think about what might await her now.
Tried, and failed. She wondered if anyone would even remember her name when she was dead. If it would ever be carved anywhere.
She knew the answer. And knew there was no one coming for her.
65Rowan was more tired than he’d admit to Aelin or Aedion, and in the flurry of planning, he hardly had a moment alone with the queen. It had taken him two days of rest and sleeping like the dead before he was back on his feet and able to go through his training exercises without being winded.
After finishing his evening routine, he was so exhausted by the time he staggered into bed that he was asleep before Aelin had finished washing up. No, he hadn’t given humans nearly enough credit all these years.
It would be such a damn relief to have his magic back—if their plan worked. Considering the fact that they were using hellfire, things could go very, very wrong. Chaol hadn’t been able to meet with Ress or Brullo yet, but tried every day to get messages to them. The real difficulty, it seemed, was that over half the rebels had fled as more Valg soldiers poured in. Three executions a day was the new rule: sunrise, noon, and sunset. Former magic-wielders, rebels, suspected rebel sympathizers—Chaol and Nesryn managed to save some, but not all. The cawing of crows could now be heard on every street.
A male scent in the room snapped Rowan from sleep. He slid his knife out from under his pillow and sat up slowly.
Aelin slumbered beside him, her breathing deep and even, yet again wearing one of his shirts. Some primal part of him snarled in satisfaction at the sight, at knowing she was covered in his scent.
Rowan rolled to his feet, his steps silent as he scanned the room, knife at the ready.
But the scent wasn’t inside. It was drifting in from beyond.
Rowan edged to the window and peered out. No one on the street below; no one on the neighboring rooftops.
Which meant Lorcan had to be on the roof.
His old commander was waiting, arms crossed over his broad chest. He surveyed Rowan with a frown, noting the bandages and his bare torso. “Should I thank you for putting on pants?” Lorcan said, his voice barely more than a midnight wind.
“I didn’t want you to feel inadequate,” Rowan replied, leaning against the roof door.
Lorcan huffed a laugh. “Did your queen claw you up, or are the wounds from one of those beasts she sent after me?”
“I was wondering who would ultimately win—you or the Wyrdhounds.”
A flash of teeth. “I slaughtered them all.”
“Why’d you come here, Lorcan?”
“You think I don’t know that the heir of Mala Fire-Bringer is planning something for the summer solstice in two days? Have you fools considered my offer?”
A carefully worded question, to bait him into revealing what Lorcan had only guessed at. “Aside from drinking the first of the summer wine and being a pain in my ass, I don’t think she’s planning anything at all.”
“So that’s why the captain is trying to set up a meeting with guards at the palace?”
“How am I supposed to keep up with what he does? The boy used to serve the king.”
“Assassins, whores, traitors—what fine company you keep these days, Rowan.”
“Better than being a dog leashed by a psychotic master.”
“Is that what you thought of us? All those years that we worked together, killed men and bedded females together? I never heard you complain.”
“I didn’t realize there was anything to complain about. I was as blind as you.”
“And then a fiery princess flounced into your life, and you decided to change for her, right?” A cruel smile. “Did you tell her about Sollemere?”
“She knows everything.”
“Does she now. I suppose her own history makes her even more understanding of the horrors you committed on our queen’s behalf.”
“Your queen’s behalf. What is it, exactly, about Aelin that gets under your skin, Lorcan? Is it that she’s not afraid of you, or is it that I walked away from you for her?”
Lorcan snorted. “Whatever you’re planning, it won’t work. You’ll all die in the process.”
That was highly likely, but Rowan said, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You owe me more than that horseshit.”
“Careful, Lorcan, or you’ll sound like you care about someone other than yourself.” As a discarded bastard child growing up on the back streets of Doranelle, Lorcan had lost that ability centuries before Rowan had even been born. He’d never pitied him for it, though. Not when Lorcan had been blessed in every other regard by Hellas himself.
Lorcan spat on the roof. “I was going to offer to bring your body back to your beloved mountain to be buried alongside Lyria once I finish with the keys. Now I’ll just let you rot here. Alongside your pretty little princess.”
He tried to ignore the blow, the thought of that grave atop his mountain. “Is that a threat?”
“Why would I bother? If you’re truly planning something, I won’t need to kill her—she can do that all on her own. Maybe the king will put her in one of those collars. Just like his son.”
A chord of horror struck so deep in Rowan that his stomach turned. “Mind what you say, Lorcan.”
“I bet Maeve would offer good coin for her. And if she gets her hands on that Wyrdkey … You can imagine just as well as I what sort of power Maeve would wield then.”